How My Subconscious Wrecked My Business & Relationship
Mar 05, 2022
I had it pretty good in my 20’s until I blew it all up
Up until high school, I had always thought I would live an average life, I clearly remember walking to school one day with a somber thought of me ‘just getting by’ through life, hating my job because it was all I could get because I didn’t want to go to college and ‘do what they say’ to be successful.
Then I got a job as a busboy at the Salt Lake Country Club and worked around some very wealthy people that taught me about money and entrepreneurship.
This was a gamechanger for me.
I learned that ANYONE can acquire the tools for success in life, I had seen it over and over and was determined to do it for myself as well.
I was around some of the most affluent people in the valley, many of whom were down to earth and willing to mentor to me. I even started dating the daughter of a wealthy member of the club.
It was like a dream come true, money, amazing relationship, everything that I could want.
But it started to unravel because I couldn’t commit to who I thought would be the most perfect person I could marry.
I also started 3 businesses that did very well initially, but they all fell apart too. And more up and down relationships.
What the f*ck happened?
This was 20 years ago, and I didn’t understand why until recently.
Deep inside of my subconscious there was always a feeling of unworthiness. Yet in my conscious mind I was so confident, an action taker, someone willing to learn and implement.
But I had never done the ‘inner work’, let alone even being aware of it.
So the conscious and subconscious were at war without each other and I didn’t even know about it.
For 20 years I literally had a pattern of success and failure. My conscious mind creating amazing things, and my subconscious blowing it apart.
I believe the subconscious is vastly powerful (it accounts for 99.999% of the processing power of the brain) and I am constantly working on training my subconscious mind to work in my favor.
Now it feels like lasting success is automatic…..and easy!
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